TEN THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU

I hate you when you decipher my gloom without hearing my voice

I hate you when you are the first thought on my mind in the morning with a thousand more things craving for my attention

I hate you when every moonlit night,every surge on the ocean’s face ,the first drop of a summer shower or most simply a silent moment reminds me of you

I hate you when any string soulfully struck brings your radiant face flickering before my eyes

I hate you when I seek for you mindlessly in every crowd,every street,every corner.every edifice or even in the expanse of nothingness

I hate you when you make me smile at your little stupidities

I hate you when you spoil me with your care and concern...pampering me like a child

I hate you for the moments when you leave me speechless with your stunning charm and seraphic beauty

I hate you when you say ‘goodbye’ and leave my heart wailing like a baby

I hate you when I find myself loving you more and more...

RUN

No compulsions,no obsessions…still I do..
Is it the thrill? Is it the destination? Is it the drive?

I am unaware..
Fatigue is freshness.
Breathless , determined
Desperate , hopeful
Strained , inspired…
Exasprerated , forgiving
……confused.

The vicissitudes of the heavens formidable
…the blazing sun,the tempestuous torrent,the freeze spine chilling,heat…dust.tiring.
Pain,anguish and agony cast their menacing umbrage.the mind’s sky overcast…darkness engulfing.
Emotions impede me…nostalgia blurs my vision.A gust of guilt and a squall of doubt blows against my face.
Hints of diffidence assume diabolic proportions……A screeching,grinding halt seems inevitable…shall this road terminate?
Shall I succumb,surrender……stop?
A nod of the head,shaking off the cobwebs…a forceful shrug of the shoulders and I continue…UNFETTERED.
I RUN.
I have to…