Thursday, February 14, 2008

A HAPPY ENDING

“You won’t make it through this long life without her.”, asserted Aniket.”Things wil sort themselves out once you acknowledge your heart”, He continued.”These tears that you are shedding will never stop as your love would never die.it’s ‘DO OR DIE’ for you.Either you confess cause that’s what you should DO or you DIE as you won’t be able to live without her.Ten days of your self imposed estrangement have reduced you to one pathetic lot you have long years of lonliness ahead.”.Aniket who was known for his stumbling speech and immature contemplation had never sounded this firm.



Tears trickled down Aman’s furrowed cheek and dripped down to the floor below as he heard head held low between his clenched fists,elbows resting on his thighs.The phenomenally motivational oration was abruptly interfered by Debu’s authoritative voice ,”All rubbish!!”,he exclaimed.”You will be jeopardizing many a relations Aman.It’s not worth the trouble”. Aman who had been listening all the while just stood and began drudging out of the room into the rainstorm wrecking havoc outdoors seemingly unable to take anymore of this ‘counselling’.

As he started walking,dazed and clueless,the past began flashing before him like scenes from a movie.The day when He had seen her for the first time and how he had felt the firm ground beneath his feet giving way when she first glanced at him.The first time when she had walked upto him at the coffee place dressed in the magnificient black outfit. That was the first time they had talked to each other.He could still remember her elegant gait as she ascended the flight of stairs to the raised platform on which stood the coffee place….And those mesmerizing eyes how could he ever forget them

Before he could realize he was dashing on the road.”if you feel something for someone better say it before it’s too late”,her words echoed inside him as he soon found himself in the vicinity of the coffee place panting.

As he neared the place he could see the doe eyed beauty standing on the same podium all drenched ,all alone.The drops clambered on the tin roof of the coffee place.Dressed in the same orange and white suit in which she always managed to appear so stunningly charming.he walked upto her gasping for breath and as he drew close she whispered “what?!” in her usual cute manner.”Do I need to say?...”,he said.”…I LOVE YOU”,she intervened.the two lost themselves in each other’s embrace as the rain had allayed somewhat and a relative calm had befallen over the ambience.”HAPPY VALENTINES’ DAY”,he whispered in her ears.

Saturday, December 29, 2007

30 mins with you



The seemingly harsh rays of the sun shone on her imparting her that divine glow.She wilted in discomfort and snuggled up closer seeking solace in my embrace.Her silky curls kissed my chin,another brush with divinity.I slowly removed those strands that hung over her face revealing that indolent radiance emanating from her eyes...I took her delicate hands in mine and my fingers began drawing various patterns on the lithe skin on them.She chuckled playfully in response to the tickle,that nectar like timbre dissolved in me satiating innumerable desires.

A gentle breeze made it’s way into the room as the sun prepared to pack up after shimmering all through the long winter day.she trembled submissively as the chill even made me cuddle upto her.I protectively ensheilded her.She languidly reached out for the steaming coffee and sipped from the mug a couple of times still reclined more on me than on the bed unaware of the gaze of admiration with which I followed her every movement all the while.I sneaked out slowly and knelt beside her with a bottle of nail paint and smeared yet another coat on her toe nails...”she will manage to spoil them soon”,I murmured to myself and a smile unpretentiously adorned my lips.She turned and I drew close to rest my head on her lap...”are the heavens more snug?”.
Still lying calm and stationary I hummed the blissful tune to myself as the jingle of the A R Rahman composition sailed along from the music player...’hum hai iss pal yahan...’.

Thursday, November 22, 2007



Don’t you see what you have done to me?
Don’t you see how I have changed?

I waltz in the rain
I gaze at stars
I smile at strangers every now and then
I hop on stairs

Don’t you see what you have done to me?
Don’t you see how I have changed?

I walk alone on untrodden paths
I halt and sometimes talk to the air
I scribble your name on lil’ scraps
I treasure your stuff with utmost care

Don’t you see what you have done to me?
Don’t you see how I have changed?

I love the sense of your thought in my head
I like the feel of your name on my lips
It’s funny how I cherish your presence even in your absence
You are my existence now


I dream you…I wish you
I live you now.


Don’t you see what you have done to me?
Don’t you see how I have changed?

I don’t love you like I loved you yesterday
I love you more
I have to admit…..I really do.

Friday, November 16, 2007

UNLOVED


Main ta jiya na mara
Hai bebas main ki kara

Dil jude bina hi tut gaye
Hath mile bina hi chuth gaye
Ki likhane lekha kismat ne

Baar baar rod ankhiyan
Tenu jo na wekh sakiyan
Ko le aaye yaar kudrat ne

Kata main kiwe din
Teri sau tere bin


Main to jiya na mara...


Courtesy:jag soona lage(om shanti om)

Monday, November 5, 2007

...ON A LIGHTER NOTE


People read my blog and I am extremely thankful to them for that since they dedicate time from their busy lives to me and I am really grateful to them for that coz' time is the most dearest entity one can ever offer another (though I sometimes pester my beautiful readers to actually visit my blog and read my posts and then they just have to do it.poor things!!) but there's something I need to let out to you people,the content of my blog does not neccessarily reflect my life...I mean a lot of thought on countless 'alternate universes','the dead-ends of life',
'the roads not taken' and a hell lot of other things go in making of my ramblings.I hope my dear readers get this.so please read on...
thank you again.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

TEN THINGS I LOVE ABOUT YOU


I love you for the hopes and dreams my heart had fondly weaved at your glorious advent.

I love you for the magnitude to which I miss those sensuous springs,those snug winters,those soothing showers and most of all ‘you’.

I love you for all the lovely memories of the moments we spent as ‘ONE’.

I love you for the glimmer that your glimpse brings to my eyes and the gloom that shrouds when the thought of never being able to be your’s crosses me.


I love you for the pretensions of concern you were so good at.

I love you for the deceit you inflicted on my heart.

I love you for the infinities of solitude in which I now dwell.

I love you for the torment which I bear and the distrust which I now nurture.

I love you for the excruciating way you made me comprehend that life is not always fair.

I love you for your love that never was...




Tuesday, October 2, 2007


Why do we get hurt?I have mused over this question for quite sometime now.The amount of heartbreaks I see around me presents a much more sorrier sight than the relief and the happiness in the contented hearts...so what is it that actually causes a heartbreak?many days of introspection and silent pondering I have probably figured it out...it’s expectation.it is the expectation,it is what we desire from a certain relationship that attaches the element of pain onto it.the people involved don’t manage to live upto each other’s expectation,things start going awry and before even realization can dawn on one’s consideration the damage inflicted on the relationship is irrepairable.
Maybe,one of my friend’s approach to deal with relationships is the best.he believes that no matter how dear a person is to you there must still exist some “distance”(if he is to be quoted) between them.this would give each their own “space” and then you can be bonded warmly into any relationship without risking your emotional health.it’s true probably...so the bottomline is
for the sake of smooth blossoming of any relation

we should not venture into it’s forbidden lengths.

keep expectations out of the question and

enjoy every little sweetness that any association has to offer.

....Easier said than done though